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7/18/10 02:14 am - wow

it's been ages since I posted here... lol...

12/2/07 02:01 am - Ipod Meme - Cause it was too damned funny/dead on not to redo

Put your Ipod on shuffle and ask each question. Put the title and artist for the song that plays as the answer to the question. Press forward to move on to the next question as you finish each one.

What does next year have in store for me?
Jibun Kakume 2003 (Personal Revolution 2003) - Miyavi (Personal Revolution ehh? Humungouz changez....)

What's my love life like?
Take On Me - A-Ha (Take me on!)

What do I say when life gets hard?
Mope - Bloodhound Gang (Err - I'm Tighty Mighty Whitey and I'm Smugglin Plums???)

What do you think of on waking up?
Lullaby - The Cure (GOING BACK TO SLEEEP)

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
Stupid Girl - Garbage (Yeah, I am not much for marriage so I guess I'd be stupid to have a wedding)

What do you want as a career?
Loverboy - Hyde (Heh - if only! I would take one at this point instead of being one)

Your favourite saying?
So Beautiful - Darren Hayes (I guess I do say that alot)

Favourite place?
Silver and Cold - AFI (Inside an Industrial Style Fridge or Freezer??)

What do you think of your parents?
Love Song - The Cure (Mom always did make me feel at home even when things were bad)

What's your Pornstar name?
Fall to Pieces - Velvet Revolver (Err Pieces? Fall? Velvet perhaps?)

Where would you go on a first date?
The Ghost of You (Obviously not going home then....)

Drug of choice?
Sleep - My Chemical Romance (God I WISH! Insomnia BITES!)

Describe yourself
Human Behaviour - Bjork (BS in Psychology much? And yes, if you get involved with me be prepared to be confused my emotions)

What is the thing I like doing most?
If I Had a Million Dollars - Barenaked Ladies (I would enjoy spending it on all my friends and loved ones - Spoiling the people I love is one of my favorite things to do)

What is my state of mind like at the moment?
37MM - AFI (I do tend to tell everything to people who believe in me. Not so much to those who don't)

How will I die?
Stay Away - L'Arc en Ciel (Something contagious then? Or something that causes stains?)

11/29/07 08:09 am - Somebody loves you - Honest!!

If you ever start doubting yourself, remember these things:

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Pass this on to anyone you think needs to know they are loved, valued, and appreciated.

11/29/07 07:30 am - the 12 Days of Livejournal...

On the twelfth day of Christmas, mayapple74 sent to me...
Twelve words drumming
Eleven transvestites piping
Ten diabetes a-roleplaying
Nine bbws beading
Eight writers a-cutting
Seven cannabis a-writing
Six poets a-cooking
Five ame-e-e-erican indians
Four preop transsexuals
Three hard bodies
Two obesity treatments
...and a nirvana in a male body.
Get your own Twelve Days:

11/29/07 07:12 am - Yeah, I'm weird, I know

I've been thinking a lot lately about sexuality and how it works. And I think I have come to some sort of conclusion about my own. I think, that what I really want in a man, is a Lipstick Lesbian in a Man's body. Yeah, I know - weird. The funniest thing is that there are not many straight men who cross dress well... I mean look around - there are bunches of sites online which feature "Straight Crossdressers" And most of them look like schoolmarms with bad makeup. I don't want a schoolmarm. I want Davey Havok in pumps and a miniskirt. Ok, so I know I can't get Davey himself, but you get my point. I want a man who is comfortable enough in his own sexuality to be comfortable wearing, makeup, a dress, or whatever he thinks looks and feels sexy, whether it's jeans and a t shirt, a men's suit or fancy tuxedo, an evening gown, pumps and fishnets, or anything else, and wear it WELL. Maybe I'm just too damned picky.

10/24/07 01:41 pm - Ipod Meme

Put your Ipod on shuffle and ask each question. Put the title and artist for the song that plays as the answer to the question. Press forward to move on to the next question as you finish each one.

What does next year have in store for me?
Solitary - Gackt

What's my love life like?
MMM MMM MMM MMM - Crash Test Dummies

What do I say when life gets hard?
Miss Murder - AFI

What do you think of on waking up?
Jesus Christ - Hyde
(wow - this thing is wayyy off in that case)

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
Death of Season - AFI

What do you want as a career?
Love Letter - Blaqk Audio (dunno - I might like to answer letters about love as an advice columnist perhaps)

Your favourite saying? One Week - Barenaked Ladies

Favourite place?
I'll Melt With You - Modern English

What do you think of your parents?Honey - Hyde

What's your Pornstar name?
A New World - L'arc en Ciel

Where would you go on a first date?
Mama - My Chemical Romance (The cemetery then I guess - cause that is where my mama is)

Drug of choice?
Remedy - Seether

Describe yourself
Erection - The Faint (lmao that is too damn funny)

What is the thing i like doing most?
Fuck the World - The Vines (Umm I may be easy but not THAT easy)

What is my state of mind like at the moment?
Ashite Tenki Ni Nare (I Hope Tommorow's Sunny) - Miyavi

How will I die?
Criminal - Fiona Apple (Yes, I've been a baaad baaad girl...)

9/27/07 12:26 am - Better late than never, but very true...

If there is someone on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met in real life without the internet, then post this sentence in your journal.

8/8/07 09:37 am - Birthday Greetings

Happy Happy Birthday, Arisma!!! I hope your day is a special one filled with fun and friends!

8/5/07 09:56 am - and i guess today is gonna be a bad day

some idiot asshole outside is making so much noise talking that it is impossible to sleep or even just rest in general.... fucklers.... they are talking so loud it is as if they are in the room with me and it sounds like they are talking loudly still... and they are outside and distant from me... i have tried yelling out to them to be quiet - has not worked - maybe they don't know i mean them... fucking idiot..... woke me up at 8 am... too damn early on a sunday. *grumble grumble grumble* they don't know i am old and grumpy and will eat them with ketchup....

8/4/07 11:44 pm - A "Good Day" at Bellows Falls old home days

My housemate Ed, My friend arisma, her friend Jess who is visiting from California and has an lj but I dunno her username, and I went to an old home days festival today in Bellows Falls, a local town.

It was hot as hell. I nearly suffered heat stroke, and the "festival" was small, and kind of lame, but I had alot of fun anyway.

I bought some earrings to gauge out my ears a little more, and I won some money at a rip ticket booth, so dinner was on me!

We even went out for ice cream afterward and I tried "Ittie Bits" - little ice cream dots of sheer goodness!

They were having fireworks tonight as well, but I am glad we decided not to stay.

I overdid a little on the walking (not hard for me to do nowadays) so now I am wiped out - totally exhausted.

I am going to bed now. I am extremely tired, but it is that happy kind of tired you get after a day well spent with good friends doing fun stuff. Today was a "Good Day". It was one of those times I will look back on and smile when I think about it for years to come.
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