If you ever start doubting yourself, remember these things:
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Pass this on to anyone you think needs to know they are loved, valued, and appreciated.
I've been thinking a lot lately about sexuality and how it works. And I think I have come to some sort of conclusion about my own. I think, that what I really want in a man, is a Lipstick Lesbian in a Man's body. Yeah, I know - weird. The funniest thing is that there are not many straight men who cross dress well... I mean look around - there are bunches of sites online which feature "Straight Crossdressers" And most of them look like schoolmarms with bad makeup. I don't want a schoolmarm. I want Davey Havok in pumps and a miniskirt. Ok, so I know I can't get Davey himself, but you get my point. I want a man who is comfortable enough in his own sexuality to be comfortable wearing, makeup, a dress, or whatever he thinks looks and feels sexy, whether it's jeans and a t shirt, a men's suit or fancy tuxedo, an evening gown, pumps and fishnets, or anything else, and wear it WELL. Maybe I'm just too damned picky.